Where art thou?

When I thought my life wasn’t fair
I blamed you for not being there
In the weirdest of places, I searched for you
Wandering aimlessly without any clue

You made me realize who I really am
I thought if this was all just a scam
You took away from me everyone who was near and dear
But still, I embraced you without any fear

“Nobody cares!” you always said
Nothing matters once you’re dead
When motivation was all that I needed
My pathetic cries went all unheeded

You do exist and yet, you don’t
Growing up with me, but still unknown
Your supremacy makes everyone bow
O’ mighty time, where art thou?